Saturday, November 20, 2010

无题

忽然间...很无聊的...想起一些很久很久以前的事...嗯..想起了很多...有我中学朋友啦..小学发生的事情啦...有家里发生的事情啦...还有就是以前的男友....对啦....我就是很无聊啦....简直是无聊透了...忽然想起一个他...
我们分开是因为一些事情...也也许是一些误会...是有点不值得...相处的时间不长...但也算是认真过(对我来说)...而他...嗯...也许他并不当作一回事吧...因为他比较洒脱....事情过了以后,我们并没有联络...我曾经努力挽留过,也曾经哭得稀里哗啦过...这一切...为的就是想你认真的从新考虑我们之间的关系...可是那一切对你来说什么也不是...你还是铁了你的心肠...好吧...分开就分开吧...不知不觉,这场冷战纠缠了整整一个月....我也变得麻木了...既然这样...那就只好成全...我不晓得当你听到我说“好吧”这两个字的时候心里想的是什么....脸部上的表情又是什么样子...朋友觉得我放开了以后会大哭一场...可是我并没有...反而觉得放开了,轻松了,自由了...蛮久前,你联络回我.....很意外...你告诉我你当时选择放手的原因...问题解决了,想要跟我回到以前的生活....我真的觉得很惊讶...毕竟已经过了这么久....我也有了新的一半...真的有这个需要吗....你说是...对不起,对于你说的那个苦衷,我真的觉得很无聊...而且现在的我恍然大悟,原来以前的我们是那么的经不起考验...那在一起,又为了什么...?这次,换我洒脱了...........
我渐渐开始陷入昏睡状态...看见周公了....xD
(认真的)我不知道现在的你过得怎么样,可是希望你可以过得很好咯~
回想起以前,好幼稚哦~哈哈....可是谁没幼稚过的....最起码现在醒悟了,就好了....

Friday, November 19, 2010

为了你,我拼了!

最近都在忙着我的isotonic print ad...其实老师已经给了我们蛮多时间...但我看起来还是不怎么把握好...嗯...如果你问我为什么...我想我的答案应该是“我没有方向”...从一开始,我的意志坚决,到最后犹豫不决...过程真的很折磨很矛盾...原因是,一开始原定下来的概念不断遇到问题,说真的,大大地挫了我原有的信心...信心被打断...原有的坚决变得犹豫不决....开始有点down....目标变得遥不可及....可是我并没有停下来...我还是一样把原有的概念完成...我已经力挽狂澜,把丑陋度减到最低...可是结果还并不如我想象中般...kanasai...没办法...我不可能把这么糟糕的功课交出去的...我不断摸索,直到我找到新的概念...可是该死的...明天就是deadline了...好吧...就再试试吧...可是结果还真的不如想象中好...其实我的概念是,身在沙漠的人,身体因为缺乏水分而导致体力大减...感到口渴疲惫...但有了100plus...它把问题都解决...而照片里那100plus的倒影却是battery...重点就是100plus犹如充电器....

原图...

AGAIN wrong spelling...= =

这是第二个概念...经过多次modified...制造shadow...调色盘...浪费了也蛮多时间...可是没想到结果还是不理想...那也算了...只好再做过咯...悲哀...T T...再接再厉...没关系...可是那已经是很迟的事情了....啊~好眼睡呀...已经是半夜了...T T...第三个概念就是sell清凉的...被水包围着...清新凉爽...我也觉得这个很不错...我真的很喜欢...这个过程真的很辛苦...其实有些人以为我是从同一张照片把东西一次过cut出来...其实实际上我是从不同照片里收集不同种类的水花...到调色...把object cut出来...呜啊~可是为了你,我拼了....做到早上也在所不惜....




不同款式不同颜色的水花样...

最后的成品...

其实我真的很喜欢这个...为了它,我做到早上七点....累到不行...T T...可是老师偏偏选了上面那个沙漠battery...如果早知道...我就不浪费时间,盲目的忙到早上七点了...因为这不是一次就搞定,我可是弄了很久很多次才大功告成的...T T...好可怜....也好可惜....因为我真的很喜欢这个...虽然idea没什么特别...可是真的费工夫...为了它,我真的拼了....哎~没关系啦...反正两个都是出自我的...既然老师选了那个,也许那就是最好的...希望那个“thrist” 不会影响太大吧....T T



Sunday, November 14, 2010

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

现代的

我刚刚在fb发现到一段可悲的短片...
短片的内容是关于有一对情侣的私生活活动...
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也许是被别人陷害...也许有许多也许...
但是无论如何,现代的...你也未免太放了吧...
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不但是在网络里的...就连现实生活中...我也听说过一些例子...
听了以后真的觉得有点讽刺...现代的,真的这么早熟吗...
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今年的我20岁了...可是家人却一直都认为我不够成熟...
那那些小妹妹呢?你们真的觉得自己长大了吗?
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别人说要疯就要趁年轻...的确..我并不否认这句话...
要疯可以有很多种方法...可以到处去旅行...跟朋友大玩特玩...
但是,疯并不代表放纵...
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现代的...哎...

which type of SOHAI you are??!!

that day i went to class early in the morning...
but when i reached the mud land car park, there were lots of car...
okay~maybe i was late....but fortunately i still get one empty place to park my car...
DING-DONG~class was finished....its time to back home and have my breakfast + lunch with my dear...
but who knows...when i walked to the car park...i found that i have no way to drive myself back home...
do you know why? coz i found that parking lot full of parked cars...
its okay~ never mind...i guess i might find at least one way to go out from the car park...
i started my car engine...and i had turned my steering here and there, left and right...OHH MY GOSHH!!!
i kept on turning inside the car parking...but there was no one intersection allowed me to go out!! all crossing has been blocked by vehicles...WHAT THE FUCK??!!
never mind...maybe i missed some distance intersection or conceal crossing...
finally i get off from my car, standing under the hot sun, walked here and there just looking around for the entrance that i passed through this morning...
ALAMAK!!! FUCK!!! i felt very angry when i found the entrance was blocked by a nissan sunny!!!
hey dude or bitch!! are you forgotten to bring your pig brain to campus today??!!
HELLO!!! this is the entrance okay~! u though this your own private mud land meh...!! can parking everywhere that u likes to park...! now u blocked the way, how am i going to back home?!!
are you SOHAI??!! im wondering which type of sohai you are!! 
i feel very angry at the moment, and my first reaction was wrote down all my dissatisfied feeling on a blank paper and stick it on his or her car mirror...
the content just like below:
" FUCK YOU SOHAI!!! YOU BLOCKED THE ENTRANCE!!! "
walao....what type of pig is this??!! please lar...parking with your brain as well next time...dont block the entrance again!!! i will never give u face!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

后悔

 昨天下午....我做了一件很后悔的事...
真的很后悔去修剪我的头发...真的他妈的!剪到好像大便酱!
shit!! damn you idiot!!
you are freaking lame!! lamer!!!
ass hole ghost!! oOo!!!
si fat鬼! 讨厌你!!

步行到学校

这个semester的幸运之神忘了眷顾我...我没投到sticker...
我很衰...我很衰....!!因为车跟摩托我都没投到...T.T
也因为这样...我必须把摩托parking在校门外,步行到里面...很悲哀地说...
而且外面的parking也真的有够乱的...
第一天parking,回家的时候已经要帮别人推摩托了...累... 很倒霉地说...
从门口到我平时上课的block...10-15分钟吧...好累哦...
心里总有些不满地说...埋怨地说...为什么是我...我也有今天了....T.T
可是一边走却一边自我安慰...15分钟而已...很快的...很快的...
天啊~望着目的地....还有好远要走啊.......><
可是心里却喃喃自语地说...没关系...当减肥咯...
回想上个semester...早上可以睡迟点,可以把摩托park在building外面...
可是心灵上还是得得到一些安慰...为了健康,走多两步路咯...再次自我安慰地说...
想到下雨就没办法回了...以前还可以飙摩托赶回家...现在......无言...= =
还是老样子...“没关系咯...飙摩托会很消耗很浪费petrol的...现在不是好咯...”...
不能了!再多的自我安慰也盖不住我那散不去的怨气.....为什么是我~天啊~真的有够衰的....
可是即使我埋怨再多...我还是得走...我还是得把摩托parking在外面...
真的......无言......= =