Don't Look Back In Anger

I restarted my pc few times tonight.

I just cant fall asleep, without any valid reason.

Suddenly,

when i closed my eyes, i think of you.

Im looking reason for myself.

The reason that you ignored me.

Perhaps, u couldn't recognize me?

Perhaps, u dunno who i am?

Perhaps, u seldom take a look to your FB?

Perhaps....

u still feel angry on me?

Four years...

I took four years to ferreting around your news.

Every year's 5th May,

i dunno where should the birthday wishes delivery to.

But thanks god i found u finally.

I've been struggling for quite some times...

Struggling on should or shouldn't i add your FB?

I wouldn't know what will be the consequences afterwards.

But i just trying out my luck.

Until today,

my friend request are still being abeyance.

And so tonight when i closed up my eyes,

i found so many perhaps.

Regardless u know who am i or not,

regardless u are still taking me as sister or not,

regardless u are still angry on me or not,

regardless....regardless...regardless...

I just hope that, 

u could forget everything negative and bad in your passed.

And if i was ur negative memories,

just remove me from that.

Do not looking at the back in anger,

wish you would have a better life.

A song for you,

and, once again happy belated birthday 2012 : )

-- Sorry if I reminding you something bad --