my BF

Please do recognize this face...

No one are allow to bully or step on him...

He is under protection animal...

Weeees~~

请想清楚了才发言！

相信每个人能看到这张照片就懂这次的post说的到底关于什么...

请问这位“漂亮”看起来自信爆棚的水姬小姐，你是凭什么写出这一篇狗粪的呢？

没错马来西亚本来就是一马来人为主，但是我们是这里出生，这里成长的...为何我的祖国会在中国？你没用脑袋想事情？即使是祖国，那也只不过是我祖先的祖国！

祖先是祖先，我是我！祖先已经逝世，说明他们的过去已经过去，与我无关！

我只知道，我的出生纸上写的是，我的的确确是马来西亚公民...怎样？你有意见吗？

如果你说，我坚持我是马来西亚公民是我家的事，不用特别强调，那么也请你别那么鸡婆，别无聊发出这种看了让人觉得看不起你的文章！

中国是个社会主义的国家，只保护有钱人家，那是你家的事...与我们无关，因为我们的生活圈子并不在中国...所以你不用特别告诉大家...再者，你也无权批评你国家的政治...

要是你的批评是有用的话，你早就当上了中国总统，而不会在这里狂吠拼出名！

在马来西亚不受欢迎的朋友？不会呀...我还是会有马来朋友啊...如果你说你并不是在说我，那就请你指名道姓！不然你会让全马来西亚的华人都觉得误会...

我们的祖先到了这里做一些坑蒙拐骗的事情，而导致被人讨厌...好厉害呀你！你是能预知过去与未来的能士吗请问？还是你体内拥有着一些别人没有的特异功能？

你竟然能知道一些连祖先后裔都没能知道的事！如果你说书内有记载着，那请出示，因为我对该书本现在产生着浓厚的兴趣，可以说是迫不及待的想翻阅里面的内容了...还是说，该书本的作者是你？如果是你的话就免了...因为我可不想污染了我的双瞳呀...

一等公民跟二等公民是怎样来区分的请问？是从你嘴里就能够得到答案吗？

还是你说了算了？即使我们真的是二等公民，那又如何？我们还不是一样照常生活？难道说一等功名不用呼吸的？还是他们不用进食？又或者他们不靠任何阳光水分就可以活得很好的？是这样的吗请问？

就算我们是你口中所说的二等公民，那又如何？最起码我们已经赢了一些超低等公民，例子，像是你一样！不！你不归列于超低等公民，应该是超低能公民才对...哈哈！

这样的文章你也能写，你不是低能是什么？智障？也对！哈哈！

其实我们也应该感到庆幸...因为我们马来西亚没有出产一些吃饱没屎拉的低能公民...你就是最好的例子...

你说的对，中国人是中国人，马来西亚华人是马来西亚华人...两者并不并提相论...

那为什么你这位无聊的人来干涉马来西亚华人的思想？你这么了解我们难道你心里对中国的想法也是一样？

什么叫着没有“根”的人？都什么时代了...还“根”不“根”的...对我而言，哪里能让我发迹，那里就是我的“根”！所以不用你这位无谓的外人体我们操心...

再者，你瞧不起我们，我们可是可以透过法律管道来惩罚你哟~告你歧视！

贪婪，是每个人特质...只是一些人表现的比较表面，一些却隐藏在某个体内的深处角落...

你敢说你没有吗？如果你说你没有的话，那请把你现在所拥有的一切一切都捐献与灾难区...

好让那些什么都没有的人得到帮助...不然的话，请你闭上你的嘴！

说真的，我比你瞧不起我们更瞧不起你...你是这么有心有力的话，请停止这一切无谓的小动作...倒不如把这些力气都用来帮助一些有帮助的人，或者为你们国家效劳！

你说你胸襟宽大，我并不这么认为...哪会有胸襟宽大的人还会瞧不起人的？哪会有胸襟宽大的人在这里胡搞唯恐天下不乱的？你把这四个字强迫套在自己身上来形容自己，未免太强人所难，而且在自打嘴巴了吧？！

我祖先想当年选择离开中国，那应该是对的吧...因为起码我现在不用跟你这位低能公民称兄道弟，最起码我现在不会因为你这位同胞而感到抬不起头来...

为何好好一个人不好好为国家效劳，而在替国家向外界挑拨离间...如果我是总统的话，我想我应该会踢你出国吧！

你现在何止在丢全中国华人的脸，而是全世界华人的脸！

我深深替你感到惋惜，感叹！

call me handsome please

Call me handsome please....

This is my latest new outlook...handsome right? 

Why cut so short?

This is the question everybody looking for....LOL

I dunno....

Just when i was sitting on the chair, i have no idea on my new hairstyle...

So, hairstylist suggested his own idea...

I was reading the magazines and when i looked up, it was already like what in the picture now...

I did requested " don't cut too short, otherwise friend will laugh at me again "

Hmmmm....the result is, it was really not too short....for him....DUHHH~~

What can i do? I can only accept it and....

go home and tell my mum, now u have another son and my brother got another elder brother....

When i walk together with my bf...i was feeling like, my bf is GAY...><"

Anyway, the style for this quite " yeng " honestly...

Just TOO SHORT~ ARGHHH~~

A bit jip shou hmm dou lo~

Lovely AV

Time flies...

This is the last subject for this semester....*IMM* HAHA...

After this subject, mean we finish our first year in UTAR...

In this year, i get know a gang of best friend...a gang of AVs...

Eventhough there was different kind of character among of us, but it not a big deal actually...

Because....we still can stay together happily...

I am very weak i know...and i believe everyone knew too...=P

Thanks to everyone who always help me, remind me, cheer me...

I enjoyed the time when being together with you all...*Appreciate-ing*

Since the world is so wide, but i can get know a gang of friend who always take care to me before the day end of the world....congratulate me please....=))

Year two is coming soon, wish everyone all the best...
See you guys next semester~weeees~~ =D

MM = evil

I dunno why...MM in my mind is always evil...

It drove me to grave since my first semester in UTAR...

Perhaps there was some problems on the lecturer...this is what i thought in the first semester...

Until i knew i failed myself in her subject, i get shocked!

I paid lots of efforts on this subject, however i get F for the final...

Anyway, this just my passed...

For this semester, i retake the same subject with suha...

Both of us felt sibeh happy at the began of the semester because, the lecturer for this semester not zhu dou anymore...*evil laugh* on our face...

*This lecturer quite okie also, not bad...* this was my mind when the first sight i looked at the lecturer...

But after a long time to get along, i found that, i TERmiss zhu dou...indeed...

*suddenly i miss zhu dou...* i told suha...

This is the funny and interesting case...i did hate her damn much in passed, but i now i miss her...

Anyway, the summary is, i failed my MM in passed...

For this semester, we take another MM subject again...*IMM*

Before the night of the final, i guess there was possible 80-85 out of 100% AVs crazy-ing with IMM for whole night....

**A mountain of tips and yet it tend to the outline more than scope + script**

First time i been crazy, tried to "eat" all the notes whole night...

But not all also, just as much as i can....@@

For sure, that is a impossible mission...><"

But i did it....HAHA

No one can predict what is the actual question will coming out...so, everybody is gan jiong-ing...HAHA

For me, MM have too many things have to go through, have to memories...

And yet, i still got not enough budget to enlarge my brain memory space or to get any ex hardisk...T T

At this moment, again the same thing appeared in my mind suddenly...

For me, MM is sibeh "cheh"...*faint, no eye see*

*RETAKE AGAIN?!I DON'T WANT!!*

Surprisingly, the question in the actual exam was sibeh easy...

Perhaps i could pass, perhaps i dont need to retake in next semester! YEAHOO~

sorry MJ...i apologize because i F IMM in the midnight before the exam...

i misunderstood you....i misunderstood IMM...HAHA

Anyway, all subject which relates with MM really very "cheh"....

FOR ME!

emo

I am super emo currently....for no reason...

I might be in very good mood on this moment, but i might turn on my emo mood on next second...for no reason as well...

I could be very excited talking nonstop now, and yet i could be very down just keep my mouth shut suddenly...for no reason again...

Maybe for last second, my life was hopeful, however when the last second passed...my life go back to black and white....still for no reason....

For this second, i think to hide myself under my table...i think to keep my mouth shut forever...i think to not face with anyone...

I am emo...over emo...until even myself also cannot recognize who am i...

I saw a msg this morning, its about part of the fb users will becoming emo bcoz of facing too much with it...

YES! it might be...it might happen to me...coz this is wat happening to me now...

I know wats happening to me....but i dunno how to manage myself for this transition...

What should i do? is there anything would possible to cheer me up? i dunno...
I lost my happiness....i lost my soul...i lost myself...

010511

这股眼泪，其实在一考完的时候就应该流下...

感觉应该没有比现在来得难受...

是自己自以为是，以为把一切都忍下来就会雨过天晴...

忘了有多久，自从我离开家里以后...

有好久好久，都没有试过大哭一场了...

没想到现在流下的每一滴泪水，都是为了一科我最讨厌的科目...

对，没有人说我一定会被肥佬...

但也一样的，没有人敢保证我不会被肥佬...

除了自己，应该还是自己最了解自己目前的情况...

我试过鼓起勇气打给老妈告诉她，我来不及做不完考卷...

我可能会被肥佬...到最后我做不到...

我很矛盾，

因为我害怕结果跟我想象中的不一样，害她白担心一场...

但是同时，

如果现在我不告诉她，到一切都已成定局的时候，我又应该以什么方式告诉她？

我一直在说服自己，情况也许没有想象中坏...

我甚至强迫自己把它在头脑里删除掉...

所以考完试后第一时间，我就倒在床上大睡...

直到大觉醒来以后，我选择打机，看戏，听歌，直到自己心情平复为止...

我以为我做到了，但其实并没有...

在临睡前，考场上的一幕幕，很清楚的，不停的在温馨重播着...

我真的忘不了，也整晚没睡好...

我不说，是希望它不会跟预料中的一样...

我不说，是以为我可以忘掉...

我不说，是希望它不会影响我接下来的考试...

到最后，我不说，却让我承受着一股无形，但比任何东西都强烈的压力...

它让我对这次考试失去了希望；让我觉得自己已经失去了斗心...

它也让我知道，原来我还是会流泪的...

对不起老妈，如果最后的结果跟我预料中的完全吻合，请原谅我让你失望了...