待嫁的新娘

夜深了....我想就只有我一个人还没睡的吧...

无意中发现朋友结婚照...虽然啊...就只有那么区区的一张...却让我深深地感受到....那种...不会形容的心情....如果你问我是不是喜悦....的确，有那么的一点...可是，占大部分的却是好奇...

好像有种快要窒息的感觉...我所好奇的是，待嫁新娘现在的那种心情...

不知怎么的，好像用写的，把我自己的心情都写出来...

待嫁的新娘...现在应该乖乖呆在家里，等待一切准备好...等待着心爱的男人到来的那一刻...那种心情...真的有点让人心跳加速，紧张起来，兴奋起来...

应该是一面听着这首歌，所以才让自己那么high起来....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDOHC3BH-aM 

其实待嫁中的新娘，她们的心情又会是如何呢....是跟我一样还是比我更high....><

Facebook "HITZ"

Nowadays what are "hitz" in our facebook....? Erm....still gaming? restaurant city? Nope...im not saying on games....i means what events or what kind of contest are hitz-ING in facebook now..."最上镜新人与最幸福夫妻相’活动竞赛"....NOW! this is very HOT...many of them had attended...and many of them use different ways to show or response mass audiences to go and support them...how to do that? There is just a simple way...at first...u have to like the page for this competition....after that...go in to the photo gallery concerned....click on the picture....finally, click "LIKE" on the pic...DONE...thats just a simple right?

Okay~now...i need your help to like this few pics for me...for sure im not the person who inside the wedding pics...she and he was my bf's siblings....just a simple way...

Here is the link....: http://1link.in/dvzgh

P/s: this is NOT VIRUS website...just click on the "OPEN" button...all the links will pop out automatically....

Your help or support will be appreciated....^^

"suicide"

To: the guy who always thinking of suicide

Come on man! you are guy....u should be stronger than girl in anyway...but how come...u are even weaker than a little girl now.....I dunno what is your problem actually....and...don't always think to suicide okay?There is no one perfect...and there is no one succeed without facing any problems or difficulty at the back....Furthermore, you are a guy...normally when a guy facing with troubles, they will try to settle it down by themselves...

You says u are facing many problems now....at the moment u dunno what can you do....it's okay...trust that everything will be alright in the near future....but you! I had tried my best to comfort you! As a friend, i'm doing pretty well...I comfort you with sms at midnight, to let you feel that you are not really useless....However, u says i don't understand and both of us were in different situation different case....What the fuck?! What i'm not understand or did i misunderstood anything else? The thing that i most can't understand is, is it suicide can really solve all the problems?

The first time i heard u said u wanna suicide....i feel a bit shocked...The second time u said u wanna suicide again, i feel nothing....The third time u said u really thinking to suicide, i feel that you are annoying...FREAKING ANNOYING! The answer that i reply you is, "if you already decided to do so, i have nothing to say also...."You reply me, and you scolded me, u scolded me that i'm harming you! What the fuck you are!? You are not a guy but you are GAY! Some more you are lame! A GAY who always facing problems with suicide.....Come on! Suicide not the only solution to solves all the problems okay! But once you facing problems, the solution that will appears in your mind immediately is always "SUICIDE"...= =

Okay...I surrender...I have nothing to comfort you to make you smile anymore....Sorry for that...and i think that i'm not that qualification enough to be your friend...So, please just leave me alone here....

From: A girl who think that you are gay

哭过就好了

朋友...很抱歉...发生这种事情我却没能帮得上忙....

我想我也没有资格去认为我会明白你现在的感受....

我也不懂要怎样去安慰你...因为我深怕我的安慰会演变成你的催泪符....

很抱歉，我没能第一时间送上安慰....

想要你不哭，我想那是不可能...想要你马上忘记一切，更难吧...没关系，一切顺其自然就好....

不要把自己逼进墙角...想哭就放声大哭，把心里的不开心都发泄出来，那会是最好的办法吧...

如果觉得自己一个人哭太闷的话，可以找我哦...我没关系...我可以陪你一起哭...想要到处逛可以找我哦...我可以陪你逛...想要笑的话可以找我哦，我们可以一起笑....

切记！哭过就好了...everything will be fine...

哭过了，就该坚强起来...加油!^^

jogging篇

笑死人了....好久没有去jogging...这次jo一jo...才没跑多久，就开始全身发痒了...= = Kanasai...

没变啦...谁叫自己懒惰十年都不做一次运动....刚才跑一跑就痒得不得了~到最后头还有点wing wing...jiak lat....= =

哈哈...可是今天的天气真的超难的的！艳阳高照...天空还出现了两道彩虹..难得难得~

我们跑步途中有好多学生都走出家外，为的就是拍下这两道彩虹...而我跟我家的傻佬...傻到不得了...........我们有彩虹不拍，竟然拍牛屎....哈哈哈哈...><

疯了...我和牛屎的合照....><

其实偶尔运动也不错啦...可以顺便消磨一下我体内的储存多年的脂肪~><

但不能跑太快....不然真的会因缺氧而昏掉...到时候就糟糕了....呵呵...

晴天_jogging去

今天天气出奇的晴朗~心情也好好哦~^^

前几天一直下雨...风大雨大....心情也显得怪怪的.....

今天难得的好天气，我家傻佬约我去jogging...走啦~谁怕谁....

哈哈...其实是前天去看医生的时候医生劝我多做运动...

哈哈...我认了....好吧~走吧~jogging去~

无题

忽然间...很无聊的...想起一些很久很久以前的事...嗯..想起了很多...有我中学朋友啦..小学发生的事情啦...有家里发生的事情啦...还有就是以前的男友....对啦....我就是很无聊啦....简直是无聊透了...忽然想起一个他...

我们分开是因为一些事情...也也许是一些误会...是有点不值得...相处的时间不长...但也算是认真过(对我来说)...而他...嗯...也许他并不当作一回事吧...因为他比较洒脱....事情过了以后，我们并没有联络...我曾经努力挽留过，也曾经哭得稀里哗啦过...这一切...为的就是想你认真的从新考虑我们之间的关系...可是那一切对你来说什么也不是...你还是铁了你的心肠...好吧...分开就分开吧...不知不觉，这场冷战纠缠了整整一个月....我也变得麻木了...既然这样...那就只好成全...我不晓得当你听到我说“好吧”这两个字的时候心里想的是什么....脸部上的表情又是什么样子...朋友觉得我放开了以后会大哭一场...可是我并没有...反而觉得放开了，轻松了，自由了...蛮久前，你联络回我.....很意外...你告诉我你当时选择放手的原因...问题解决了，想要跟我回到以前的生活....我真的觉得很惊讶...毕竟已经过了这么久....我也有了新的一半...真的有这个需要吗....你说是...对不起，对于你说的那个苦衷，我真的觉得很无聊...而且现在的我恍然大悟，原来以前的我们是那么的经不起考验...那在一起，又为了什么...？这次，换我洒脱了...........

我渐渐开始陷入昏睡状态...看见周公了....xD

（认真的）我不知道现在的你过得怎么样，可是希望你可以过得很好咯~

回想起以前，好幼稚哦~哈哈....可是谁没幼稚过的....最起码现在醒悟了，就好了....

为了你，我拼了！

最近都在忙着我的isotonic print ad...其实老师已经给了我们蛮多时间...但我看起来还是不怎么把握好...嗯...如果你问我为什么...我想我的答案应该是“我没有方向”...从一开始，我的意志坚决，到最后犹豫不决...过程真的很折磨很矛盾...原因是，一开始原定下来的概念不断遇到问题，说真的,大大地挫了我原有的信心...信心被打断...原有的坚决变得犹豫不决....开始有点down....目标变得遥不可及....可是我并没有停下来...我还是一样把原有的概念完成...我已经力挽狂澜，把丑陋度减到最低...可是结果还并不如我想象中般...kanasai...没办法...我不可能把这么糟糕的功课交出去的...我不断摸索，直到我找到新的概念...可是该死的...明天就是deadline了...好吧...就再试试吧...可是结果还真的不如想象中好...其实我的概念是，身在沙漠的人，身体因为缺乏水分而导致体力大减...感到口渴疲惫...但有了100plus...它把问题都解决...而照片里那100plus的倒影却是battery...重点就是100plus犹如充电器....

原图...

AGAIN wrong spelling...= =

这是第二个概念...经过多次modified...制造shadow...调色盘...浪费了也蛮多时间...可是没想到结果还是不理想...那也算了...只好再做过咯...悲哀...T T...再接再厉...没关系...可是那已经是很迟的事情了....啊~好眼睡呀...已经是半夜了...T T...第三个概念就是sell清凉的...被水包围着...清新凉爽...我也觉得这个很不错...我真的很喜欢...这个过程真的很辛苦...其实有些人以为我是从同一张照片把东西一次过cut出来...其实实际上我是从不同照片里收集不同种类的水花...到调色...把object cut出来...呜啊~可是为了你，我拼了....做到早上也在所不惜....

不同款式不同颜色的水花样...

最后的成品...

其实我真的很喜欢这个...为了它，我做到早上七点....累到不行...T T...可是老师偏偏选了上面那个沙漠battery...如果早知道...我就不浪费时间，盲目的忙到早上七点了...因为这不是一次就搞定，我可是弄了很久很多次才大功告成的...T T...好可怜....也好可惜....因为我真的很喜欢这个...虽然idea没什么特别...可是真的费工夫...为了它，我真的拼了....哎~没关系啦...反正两个都是出自我的...既然老师选了那个，也许那就是最好的...希望那个“thrist” 不会影响太大吧....T T

^^

hehe...nothing much to say~

just to say hi~^^

现代的

我刚刚在fb发现到一段可悲的短片...

短片的内容是关于有一对情侣的私生活活动...

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也许是被别人陷害...也许有许多也许...

但是无论如何，现代的...你也未免太放了吧...

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不但是在网络里的...就连现实生活中...我也听说过一些例子...

听了以后真的觉得有点讽刺...现代的，真的这么早熟吗...

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今年的我20岁了...可是家人却一直都认为我不够成熟...

那那些小妹妹呢？你们真的觉得自己长大了吗？

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别人说要疯就要趁年轻...的确..我并不否认这句话...

要疯可以有很多种方法...可以到处去旅行...跟朋友大玩特玩...

但是，疯并不代表放纵...

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现代的...哎...

which type of SOHAI you are??!!

that day i went to class early in the morning...

but when i reached the mud land car park, there were lots of car...

okay~maybe i was late....but fortunately i still get one empty place to park my car...

DING-DONG~class was finished....its time to back home and have my breakfast + lunch with my dear...

but who knows...when i walked to the car park...i found that i have no way to drive myself back home...

do you know why? coz i found that parking lot full of parked cars...

its okay~ never mind...i guess i might find at least one way to go out from the car park...

i started my car engine...and i had turned my steering here and there, left and right...OHH MY GOSHH!!!

i kept on turning inside the car parking...but there was no one intersection allowed me to go out!! all crossing has been blocked by vehicles...WHAT THE FUCK??!!

never mind...maybe i missed some distance intersection or conceal crossing...

finally i get off from my car, standing under the hot sun, walked here and there just looking around for the entrance that i passed through this morning...

ALAMAK!!! FUCK!!! i felt very angry when i found the entrance was blocked by a nissan sunny!!!

hey dude or bitch!! are you forgotten to bring your pig brain to campus today??!!

HELLO!!! this is the entrance okay~! u though this your own private mud land meh...!! can parking everywhere that u likes to park...! now u blocked the way, how am i going to back home?!!

are you SOHAI??!! im wondering which type of sohai you are!! 

i feel very angry at the moment, and my first reaction was wrote down all my dissatisfied feeling on a blank paper and stick it on his or her car mirror...

the content just like below:

" FUCK YOU SOHAI!!! YOU BLOCKED THE ENTRANCE!!! "

walao....what type of pig is this??!! please lar...parking with your brain as well next time...dont block the entrance again!!! i will never give u face!!!

后悔

 昨天下午....我做了一件很后悔的事...

真的很后悔去修剪我的头发...真的他妈的！剪到好像大便酱！

shit!! damn you idiot!!

you are freaking lame!! lamer!!!

ass hole ghost!! oOo!!!

si fat鬼! 讨厌你!!

步行到学校

这个semester的幸运之神忘了眷顾我...我没投到sticker...

我很衰...我很衰....!!因为车跟摩托我都没投到...T.T

也因为这样...我必须把摩托parking在校门外，步行到里面...很悲哀地说...

而且外面的parking也真的有够乱的...

第一天parking，回家的时候已经要帮别人推摩托了...累... 很倒霉地说...

从门口到我平时上课的block...10-15分钟吧...好累哦...

心里总有些不满地说...埋怨地说...为什么是我...我也有今天了....T.T

可是一边走却一边自我安慰...15分钟而已...很快的...很快的...

天啊~望着目的地....还有好远要走啊.......><

可是心里却喃喃自语地说...没关系...当减肥咯...

回想上个semester...早上可以睡迟点，可以把摩托park在building外面...

可是心灵上还是得得到一些安慰...为了健康，走多两步路咯...再次自我安慰地说...

想到下雨就没办法回了...以前还可以飙摩托赶回家...现在......无言...= =

还是老样子...“没关系咯...飙摩托会很消耗很浪费petrol的...现在不是好咯...”...

不能了！再多的自我安慰也盖不住我那散不去的怨气.....为什么是我~天啊~真的有够衰的....

可是即使我埋怨再多...我还是得走...我还是得把摩托parking在外面...

真的......无言......= =